So, as you can tell, I haven't been posting a lot lately. Actually, not much at all. Er, I've been at Chris' house and such, and now I'm offically dating Michael Couch. <3 My Mum agreed and everything, so it's all cool. Also, I can't wait for the party in a few weeks at Wings. And my prom is coming up on the 16th. Michael is taking me. I can't wait. ^_^ I espically can't wait fer some of you guys to visit me on the summer. Finally! I missed you all so much. <3

Okay, so not much to report today besides THE BUS INCIDENT. -Ba da dum- Okay, so me, Justin, Kyle, Josh, Sarah, and Steven were playing the game "Never Have I Ever" on the bus. And it was Justin's last term, and he said "Never have I ever imagined Jackie naked." And all of the guys put their fingers down. And then Sarah put her finger down too. -Chill down spine- Ughhhs.

So's, I'ma gunna start trying to type in this thing lyke, everyday. And we all know thats not happening unless if you remind me. xD Soo, everyday I'll post a boring entry of me lyfe. So today, regural school. Chris proved AGAIN how he is Jesus, and we got basically a free day besides a S.S. test on the Articles today. Not bad. Normal day, basically. But tonight, the Wells College swimming team will be coming over and having a party. Hopefully it'll be fun. ^^;

Okay, so my friend Michael was totally sleeping over for the past 2 days. It was onllyyy him. ^^ He helped me skateboard, and when he saw Sammie spaz out on the grass, he did the same thing. XDD The neighbors were watching him like; "WTF?" We basically just sat around reading manga, and talking about which anime guys are hot. [Mike is Bi] and we were on teh lappie listening and tradin music back and forth and talking about our lives. His is sad, and so I hugged him a lot. He almost went into tears, and one time when I hugged him from behind and put my chin on his shoulder, he kissed my arm then yelled "GTFO!" XDD He dun't like hugging much. But we found a live lice in his bed, and I freaked out and then he hugged me really hard and rubbed his head over mine and shouted "LICE LICE LICE!" xD We had to go to bed, and since he hadn't had his medication in a while, he was getting really sick, puked during the night. I helped him clean it up and got some ice cream fer the both of us, and we talked more. We had to bring him back home today, so I was invited inside, and he has 2 dogs, and a evil kitty, and 2 turltes. And he let me pet them. ^^ And borrow his element board. He keeps saying how 'mean' and awful he is, but honestly, I think I'm worse. xDD And I also decided not to bother Tyler anymore, because I saw Mike's crazy ex who was doing most of the stuff I did. x] I decided to not bother him, unless he bothers me first. Anyway, Michael was totally awesome over here, and I deffantly want him to come back over. ^^

So i'm trying out this new thing on AIM which posts to my livejournal without me going on the actual site. Sooo... yeah. Is it working? Falalallalalalala. Message me if it does.

Alright, so another one of my random rants about stupid useless things.

Mums, Dad, and Me were watching some movie. It just ended, and it was stupid because the girl was getting told off by this guy, and he was being a total douche, and they they started furiously making out randomly. I was like; 'Well, that was predictable."

And of course, we keep watching afterwards, 'cause thats what everyone does. So after the credits, on comes "LAW AND ORDER." Was I the only one who realized that after every movie, it's ALWAYS Law and Order. I've got no idea what episode it was, or really anything that was going on. But they kept saying things like "JESSICA WAS A VIRGIN, EVEN AFTER SHE MET DAVE," and they acted all amazed. Then they said something along the lines of this:

Girl: "But I had to bring him in because he was getting stoned to death!"
Guy: "Well that's what happens when you throw rocks!" -Walks out angry like he proved a point.-

I was laughing so hard, because it was so serious. They acted like they were seriously pwn'd, and he acted all smart, yet had a dumb-ass response like that. THANK YOU, Mr. LetsStateTheObvious. Next thing you know, you'll be drawing, and then the lead will break and you'd be like;

"My lead broke!"
"Well that's what happens when you draw!" -Stomps out angrily-

Alright, so first thing when I wake up.
My mom barges into my room, saying "Jacqueline, get up, make your bed, clean the dishwasher, and vaccum the office." And then my dad walks in saying 'You have a watch?" and I dont so i'm like, "No, why?" and they both say that they want me to retake the math final to 'see what happened.' WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED? I SUCK AT MATH. Jesus, it was the worst grade I got, a 68. That was better than I thought it would be. Gah. So they want my AMAZING memory to see if I can remember the right things to do on the final. I CANT EVEN REMEMBER WHAT FRACTIONS LOOK LIKE! GOD! YOU KNOW I HAVE MEMORY LOSS!!! JESUS SHIT!

So, yeah. I'm a LITTLE pissed off. I gotta go punch a wall now. I don't suggest calling, unless you want your throat ripped out.


"CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES, THIS IS MY LAST RESORT!"

I'm so tired of people asking me over AIM,
"OMG I HVNT TLKED 2 U IN 4EVR, HOW HAWT IS IT IN FL?!??!?!?!"
and I feel like replying:

"Stfu, if you've ever been out of state - which i'm sure you have - you should fucking know that its always warm in the morning, hot in the afternoon, and warm at night. Jesus, get some BRAINS, and while your at it, LEARN HOW TO SPELL."

But instead I say "fine" to get them off my back. And I get this question EVERY DAY. Gah, LEAVE ME ALONEEE! Is that really so much to ask for? I'm getting used to be a loner. It's got its good sides to it. Except i'm starting to go insane. But its not like I havent been there already. I seem to talk to myself anyway. Why not get a good 'lunatic' start off that?

Oh, and people always are like;
"Oh, its a shame your missing harborfest."

And I miss Andrew... I havent talked to him in about a week, and I miss him....

I suddenly feel bad for all the people that had to get used to new places. Because moving sucks, harsh.

I'm starting to lose my voice, because I havent talked to anyone in a really long time. Talking to my mom is like talking to a wall. She doesnt reply, she doesnt look at you, and she doesnt do anything about your problems, except make things more complicated.

So sometimes I talk to my dog. I'm running out of things to say. Sometimes she gets up and walks out of my room. Sure, I've got Andrew who calls me, but my mom doesnt want him calling as much anymore. And I havent heard of him for the past few days...

I feel like this is just a really bad dream... I should just wake up in Emilys house, with her dog licking my face and craping on the floor so much that it makes me puke. And I can go back to my old house, and sit in my room, with all my favorite shit cluttered all around, and watching family guy at night secretly. And I could walk right across the street to Kims house and just hang out and talk and listen to music, and make fun of Chuck Norris, and run around holding up blankets to those stupid people who try to get you to join their church... And I could just invite Ra to come over and rape me in the corner of the basement at 2 am... And Emilie Benigno would go cosmic bowling with me, and try to hit me with a bowling ball and end up hitting herself again. And her annoying sister would try to be my best friend again and her brother would keep staring at my boobs. And I would laugh and punch him in the gut. I feel as though I could bitch at Justin for being such an idiot, and him and Ian would have another 2 man mosh pit that Katie and me would record and put on youtube. And we would create a myspace for Justin and put his baby pictures on it, and laugh. And I would be able to wake up and have a poptart on my old green couch and watch Fairy Odd Parents while I'm half asleep, and then go to school at OMS and Andrew would sneak up to the 7th grade area and hug me and get in trouble with Mr. Malone, and we would laugh and have fun on the bus with Randy and Alex and Emily and maybe even Keegan. And Geoff would pretend I was his girlfriend and try to hold my hand, and I would slap him across the face and he would just laugh and try again tommarow. This cant be real. I could be having the best summer of my life, and instead I'm stuck 1000 miles away from my friends and have no one to talk to down here...  I know I'm bitching alot, but i'm really pissed. And Wings just met the love of her life, and I cant even be there to see her all obsessive!! And I'm pretty sure that I'll cry if I see the new Harry Potter, kuz it would remind me of the stupid H/D Wings and Ra were obsessed over... I cant even look at a cat without thinking about Ra, and crying...

When my cousins left from visiting florida, I seriously cried. I wouldnt stop for like, an hour. And their my COUSINS. I would probably commit suside if any of my best friends had to go......
-cry-

Alright, first lemme explain this program.
It's known as IMVU. The point of it is to create an avatar that either looks like you, or whatever. You can buy clothes and stuff for it. And, your able to chat with it with other people. You can either just do a random search, or add your friends.

Well, I did the random search, since my friends werent online. The first person I get - a girl who only knows how to speak in spanish. So I go to babblefish and look up what shes saying. Basically, shes a whore. And, I could tell she didnt really know spanish. Someone who says "ohla senoira' is either 8 years old, or a poser. So I told her "Odio putas españolas..."  She left the room quite quickly.

Next person I get, we're automatically tranfered to her room. It was a 'princess suite bedroom.' When I say that everything is pink, I'm not joking. The first thing that she said to me was "You look fat."  Now let me tell you that IMVU has all the avatars the same weight. So my first response was "Oh, you look fat too. Glad to meet you." And I left.

Alright, the 20 people left the room as soon as they saw me. The other 10 percent of that was guys who asked if I was single. As soon as I said 'no, but i like haveing friends...' they left. Wow, manwhores much?

I think i've only met ONE decent person on this thing. That was about a few months ago. He was drunk, and hes 18. Lol. He was really nice to me, and we were having a hilarious conversation. "Alcohol - good. Drugs - bad, unless your feeling bad, then they help a bit. Erm, I'm not setting a good example for you, am I?" He was hilarious. Didnt care that I had a boyfriend, we were just being friends. It was the longest conversation I've ever had on that program.. 4 hours. O_o;

But yeah, there really arent decent people anymore on that thing. You might find one out of every hundred or so, but most likely not. You cant even scam them anymore to get free credits, so its not really worth it.